Stop trying to focus on changing every little thing you do! It’s exhausting to try to push yourself from a place of changing all your tiny behaviors. Telling yourself read more, work harder, play more guitar instead of video games is nice and well-intentioned. It’s very ineffective in the long haul. Comparing yourself to the person you are supposed to be above in terms of that vision is infinitely easier. This is about entering the state of who you are.
Once you unlock that vision and all the characteristics associated with it, you will get pulled to change your behaviors so they are in alignment with that vision.